Wtf

I sit here in this dark room and wonder what the fuck just happened.. With me, I have this laptop, my homework, bare necessities to get me by tomorrow, etc. I sit in this practice room, hoping no one notices that I've just vacated here. Then again, who the fuck cares? It's past midnight..

Whatever..

This is what it comes down to, I guess.. When you live in a car, anything goes. The world is your playground, and this school happens to be your home base. I feel like a hippie who just goes around and plops wherever, lives however, and does whatever, and it's great for the most part. I just wish I had a place for now though..

Anyway, if you haven't noticed, I'm slightly drunk and I feel the need to vent right now..

I have no fucking idea about anything. All I know is that everything is up in the air. I'd usually be okay with this, but for some reason, I'm not.. I'm not okay with having important things like stability be up in the air. That's just something everybody needs, you know?

But what do I know? What does anybody know?? Is there any sort of truth out there, or is all logic just a joke?

Who knows..


All I know is, this week was off the wall, and I really really need some sunshine and heat..