Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Sure

Of all the adventures embarked,
of all the landmarks of time crossed,
never in my life have I been this sure..

Of all the stories told,
of all the unexpected moments,
never in my life have I been this sure..

Of all the songs ever heard,
of all the emotions expressed,
never in my life have I been this sure..

Sure.

I'm head over feet.
from head to toe.
So moved, so intrigued.

but I'm pretty sure I've never felt like this before.

Sure.

It's been a short amount of time, but within this time, I've learned so much about myself through you.

Sure.

I may be talking crazy, but that's just it..

Never have I been this sure, but I'm crazy for you, and only you...


There's nothing that I want more than to honor you, care for you, hold you, support you, but most of all love you.


Love is a scary word for me; It's something I never fully understood until I gazed into your beautiful brown eyes.

But never in my life have I been this sure.

I want to be with you.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Beautiful Girl

Beautiful Girl,
sitting on the stairway
today
Beautiful Girl,
wonders why it has to be this way
today
Beautiful Girl,
couldn't take anymore
So she walked out that door
today

Beautiful Girl,
she's walking on the beach
tonight
Beautiful Girl,
tries to catch things she can't reach
tonight
Beautiful Girl,
if you could open your eyes
so you can realize

Beautiful Girl,
there's more to life than crying
for the one that you loved

Beautiful Girl,
there's more to life than dying
for the one that you loved

'cause the one that you loved
could never see what I can see

A Beautiful Girl.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

poop

I think I've lost my mind..

I haven't laughed since I can remember;
I haven't cried, felt excited, felt mad, or motivated in any way.

In fact, I haven't really spoken to anyone...

Just work, come home, sleep, wake up, repeat. That's my track..

I honestly hate it; I hate that I've degraded myself by surrendering to the mainstream ways of "living." It's so goddamn boring!

I think I've lost my mind. Have you seen it anywhere? While you're looking, you might find my heart down there.. Maybe, maybe not.